Thank you for your comment on If He Had Been! I'd been waiting for someone to say something about it as it's a piece very relevant to my life at the moment. It's actually through it that I came to realize my own meaning, so it's touching that you took the time to make a review.
Though, the purpose of it was not to expose the reasons for the narrator, but to expose the reasoning of the narrator. I do understand that it probably raised a couple of unanswered questions, but...such is life, don't you think?