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Name: Rob J.
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Days Away: 855
Life Story: Thirty-Five Years.
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17.64 Years 1.76 Quote:
If you really think you got what it takes to be me, then walk a mile in the skin of my head-case mental being.


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another one lost

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Currently Stalking: Austin, thedevilspocket

Mood: The Usual
  
It's so sexual - the way it moves me. I've become this little pile of shit that doesn't even steam when it's cold. No energy to spare -

nah, none at all.

Photographs can't even pierce this invisible memory, this invisible reflection of self. It's all fucking gone.

It started to make sense for a short while, and then it finally happened. Self doubt riddled with confirmation that no doubt could possibly exist - and yet I found a way to even let that go.

Now I just sleep - drugged, of course, to the point that only the rapid flushing of chemicals will jolt me awake long enough to replenish the empty reserves to sleep further.

Maybe I can sleep myself into consciousness (is that even possible?)

God she makes me want to hurt everything around me to break out of this state of false sleep; to bring myself to something that might even carry with it a shade of familiarity.

It's like a body decomposed and unleashed its filth into the soil, creating the perfect home for any self respecting man to bury himself. Now I want out but I find myself becoming this diseased, wretched life - or is it becoming me? Regardless, it ain't me that wants to hurt you~

Oh well, perhaps I'll lay down and create a fantasy where this actually makes sense; where I won't wake up tomorrow and repeat this day again -

and again -

and again.


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Messages

  
Hey Rob, that's a banging journal. i think i clicked on you instead of somebody else and i'm glad i made the mistake. really gritty and well worded journal.
| Posted on 2011-02-05 17:45:01 | by theludus - [ Reply to This ] -
  
HOLA!! I'm random today please forgive me!!
| Posted on 2010-05-20 09:00:18 | by gothgirl101 - [ Reply to This ] -
  
heya
hope everythings well with you
xx
| Posted on 2010-04-11 04:59:26 | by Someones Epiphany - [ Reply to This ] -
  
Its been quite some time since I've been on here and was just checking to see if any of the regulars from my posts/favorites were still around.

If you get on anytime soon drop me a line! I hope you're doing well and things have improved for you since the last posts I read.
| Posted on 2009-10-18 18:45:45 | by falloutgirl - [ Reply to This ] -
  
ooohh.. relationships, thank God you didnt marry her :~)
| Posted on 2009-06-14 02:12:43 | by Luvmiannie - [ Reply to This ] -
  
boogie woogie woogie!!!
| Posted on 2009-02-27 16:19:17 | by austin - [ Reply to This ] -



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