Journal: The End -------------------------------------------Mood: The usual... unfortunately. After a year with her, I'm single again... Well, it's okay... As Jack White put it on the latest Stripes album "I hope you appreciate what I do... I'm a martyr for my love for you."
She deserves so much better than me, and I made her promise not to ever look back... I'm coming to think that maybe this abstract love bullshit is beyond me... I think, seeing my track record with everyone in my life, not just girls but everyone, that I may be meant for solitude. It may be the best for everyone... I apparently enter people's lives like a fucking hurricane, and when I've done my damage I move on... No one can withstand my eccentric, dramatic, dual sided personality... My thorough hypocrisy: Do as I say, not as I do... I'm a fool for believing that anyone could be mine forever... No one can stand me after too long... That, if nothing else, is quite clear to me.
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