Journal: No Fairytal End -------------------------------------------Mood: guilty, sad, regretful And so the fairytale has ended.
Not that it was much of a fairytale
I crushed Jimmy, well, I think I did. When it happened he didn't seem so messed up about it, so I figured I was doing the right thing, but the next day he seemed sad. So now I feel guilty.
I hope I explained to him so he can understand it.
The future he talked about was beautiful, but I just don't seem me there. I'm sixteen, I really don't want to be tied down to own guy from this moment on. I did love him, but not the same way he loved me. Or thought he loved me.
I have no doubt in my mind that he'll get over me within the next month.
Actually, it should be easy for him. I hope....
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