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    J'ai toujours eu besoin d'un dictionnaire. Non par ce que je ne connais la langue, mais par ce qu'elle change d'un jour à l'autre, et donc l'on doit se reintroduire. Peut-être qu'elle ne me reconnait plus, mais moi je la connaitra jusqu'au moment ou je ne serais plus rien, et encore là. Elle me dira "Qui es-tu déjà? Mathias?", et avec le coeur à mi-berne, je lui dira "Et non. Je suis Marc."

    I understand why I love science and books and don't play well with people. It is because I'm a dope, a slowpoke. I never thought I'd get to a point where I'd genuinely find others childish (spoilt, stupid, naive––any of these perhaps, but not childish), but here we are. Your beautiful sun-kissed hands are being eclipsed behind whatever it is you seem to not understand about me. Your hug was desolately unfamiliar.

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    | Posted on 2020-03-22 21:42:46 | by nikita2u - [ Reply to This ] -
    Thanks for the comment. You've got a point about social media. It was a frustrated writing so i was more just venting than anything. I was surprised to see a comment at all considering this place is pretty much just a place people store their stuff more than anything nowadays. Also i do agree that it's not really unnatural. I believe nothing we can do is unnatural it's just an extension or evolution of our nature as we are natural entities. I think i was just frustrated with all the politics and negativity on FB and was venting here. Just being moody. Thanks for the comment though, take care.
    | Posted on 2019-12-08 13:50:45 | by cornonthekob - [ Reply to This ] -
    -____- lawd the typos in that damn thing I sent lmao im uhm half sober >.>
    | Posted on 2019-12-08 09:07:16 | by nikita2u - [ Reply to This ] -
    I miss my college days but the debt is a killer for sure :) I guess I'm still grasping this whole "Adult" thing. I was married but now divorced actually married a person I met off here Uhm two weeks before my 21st we basically eloped lol Fun times when I was wild and reckless. No kids :) but I am a pretty damn awesome aunt if I do say so myself :P I love the younger generation frickin fiercely.

    I know what you mean, I went to school to become a nurse, went for 4 years was on the Deans list every semester and now I'm working as a cook in a casino (good is now my passion :D) in fact I went straight from college into the kitchen and I started working 3 shifts a week 50 plus hours a week pulling doubles like people in love pull petals off a flower heh and I discovered I loved it. The chaos the yelling how fast paced and just totally insane work environment. I am very much a lady who can out cuss a sailor yet still remain classy or so I'd like to think anyway.

    I love to travel I have been to Colorado so many times I should just move there, in 2017 I did a 5 week road trip out West and visited national parks and just fun things along the way I also so the ocean for the first time and that was a very beautiful moment for me.

    I have made many friends lol but I have 3 best friends who are my family more so than my blood. They're my ladies n I propose to them damn near everyday heh I may be a tad odd but they deal with me gracefully.

    I haven't wrote in a long time. I want to my fingers damn near itch (where they're not burned lol sporting some righteous burn marks up n down my arms do to my love of fire n knives #KitchenLife) to write out something but it isn't the same. I don't have that uhm I guess drive or ambition or well im not sure how to explain it. I guess when we were younger I had all of you (friends) who I wanted to either be better than or at least read each others poems n push one another to improve. Now the site is pretty dead but im damn thankful you still visit every now and again. I keep eyeing that RP section though I really loved that place back in the day.

    Waiting to die isn't a bad thing I guess. some days I think of it more than may be healthy but it isn't something I shy from. Though it would probably be nice to have something to look forward to each day to distract us from the time we no longer breathe air.

    But it's one in the morning and im rambling on hard core.

    Do you still write? Family? Married? Happy?
    | Posted on 2019-12-08 06:02:32 | by nikita2u - [ Reply to This ] -
    I'm not gonna lie. I got a tad emotional when I saw your response. I've been apart of this site for 13 years now. And all the good and bad memories just flooded back. And my goodness you are a very good and memorable person.

    And I will say this, I'll gladly play tag for another couple dozen years lol

    I haven't. The last I spoke to you of hearing from him was the time I've ever spoke to him. Time man. It flys so fast. I'm sorry about your father. Have you finished school? Grow to do the things you wished to? Make new friends, travel?
    | Posted on 2019-04-20 22:49:54 | by nikita2u - [ Reply to This ] -
    I’m pretty sure I’m winning this game hehheh hows life on your end of screen?
    | Posted on 2018-11-28 23:30:27 | by nikita2u - [ Reply to This ] -

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