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Longing...
Mood: Sigh...Don’t remember washing my face this morning
Don’t remember I slept, or woke up
My hours are a mess of anticipating
Carousel of longing
Stared last night at the windows
Of my ex lovers apartment
Light poured through
But it is somebody else…he is not there I know
I don’t need him to be…it’s just a memory of a moment
So perfect in it’s irrationality
I have a new one…
I watch his face in neon blue
Cry and weep over words on a screen
Long for that spot of imperfection on his picture
‘cause that makes him real
Seamless mess of days……
And I need to break through
A sleeping pill helps less than a candy bar
Nothing can overcame this need
To experience the unknown
To disappear in his craving………
Don’t remember I slept, or woke up
My hours are a mess of anticipating
Carousel of longing
Stared last night at the windows
Of my ex lovers apartment
Light poured through
But it is somebody else…he is not there I know
I don’t need him to be…it’s just a memory of a moment
So perfect in it’s irrationality
I have a new one…
I watch his face in neon blue
Cry and weep over words on a screen
Long for that spot of imperfection on his picture
‘cause that makes him real
Seamless mess of days……
And I need to break through
A sleeping pill helps less than a candy bar
Nothing can overcame this need
To experience the unknown
To disappear in his craving………
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| | Posted on 2008-09-16 06:50:10 | by NoMartyr - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| Just read your Alice piece. I like it but I can't comment on it. You should login more often. I like your work and I would post a comment or two...
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| | Posted on 2008-06-17 09:11:16 | by Paradox - [ Reply to This ] - |
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what's doin? I'm back for a bit. I need to start reviewing again. How are you? Marco |
| | Posted on 2008-03-28 19:31:19 | by Car va g o - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| hi hi
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| | Posted on 2008-02-01 11:46:40 | by insanegemini - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| merry belated Christmas to you and Happy New Year. I'll be working New Years Eve, but I'm believing/hoping it will be a good time (not busy), but I will be making double time, so I guess I won't complain either way. Later :)
Nicely |
| | Posted on 2007-12-28 23:16:00 | by nicelyJ - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| Thank you, you too
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| | Posted on 2007-12-28 15:32:53 | by alteredlife - [ Reply to This ] - |
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