--Elite Writer Alias: Poly Jean Name: Jane Doe ASL: 31/f/FarAway Website:[ Education ] Days Away: 313 Life Story: Losing my mind [ Ignore User ]
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Don’t remember washing my face this morning
Don’t remember I slept, or woke up
My hours are a mess of anticipating
Carousel of longing
Stared last night at the windows
Of my ex lovers apartment
Light poured through
But it is somebody else…he is not there I know
I don’t need him to be…it’s just a memory of a moment
So perfect in it’s irrationality
I have a new one…
I watch his face in neon blue
Cry and weep over words on a screen
Long for that spot of imperfection on his picture
‘cause that makes him real
Seamless mess of days……
And I need to break through
A sleeping pill helps less than a candy bar
Nothing can overcame this need
To experience the unknown
To disappear in his craving………
merry belated Christmas to you and Happy New Year. I'll be working New Years Eve, but I'm believing/hoping it will be a good time (not busy), but I will be making double time, so I guess I won't complain either way. Later :)