--Elite Writer Alias: Pyrosis Name: Adam Lawson ASL: 24/M/TN Bio: [ Quick Bio ] Website:[ Website ] Days Away: 10 Life Story: Dreams of a maker [ Ignore User ]
Favorites: 14 Forum Posts: 1 Shoutbox Posts: 1 RP Posts: 0 Signup Date: 5318 D 14.57 Years 1.46 Decades 177.27 Months 759.71 Weeks 5.318000e+8 Heart Beats -There you go eggman Quote: life is but a walking shadow.. it is a tale told by an idiot full of sound and fury.. signifying.. nothing..
Journal: Love Letter -------------------------------------------
Folks I love this site. I love it so much it makes this journal entry more difficult than I ever imagined it could.
I am leaving eliteskills. The site seems abandoned to me and the php errors I've been seeing tell me it is likely about to decay to the viri of the internet.
I will be migrating all of my work to https://www.writing.com/
Why? It is maintained and has a moderately active community. If anyone wants a copy of anything I have written including all comments you are welcome to them. They are yours and I made sure to preserve them because they mean a great deal to me as well. While I can't post my work with all the comments intact on this new medium I do hope you reach out and continue writing.
This website helped me become the person I am today and I wouldn't change anything that happened. I do love you all and hope you continue writing.
Kera.. I will always love you and that is something I am not ashamed to say. Decades later. If you ever need anything feel free to reach out and I will do all I can. You don't come here anymore and that's ok. My pen name is Pyrosis as it always will be on writing.com
Crimson.. I will always love you and I'm sorry it took me years to understand that love doesn't die. It simply blooms anew. I am sorry for the pain I caused when I was an young idiot and will never forget how you lifted me up out of my madness. I encourage you to keep writing and to teach others this medium.
Angel.. You know what you did for me. You are the reason I am still here to write these words.. and you know how I hurt you as well. I love you and want you to know you were one of the best friends I have ever had. Something I will never be ashamed to say. It simply took me time to understand. Please keep writing and teach your children how.
Tears.. You made me want to get better with my writing and I wish nothing but blessings on you and yours.
Yeah.. That about clears the air. Goodbye fellow poets. We should write a book about this one day.
Hello Adam...Just thought I would drop in...been reading some of my old journal posts here and...reminiscing on old times. -smirks- Innocent love, you member that? Back in highschool...we all thought we had sooo many problems.. But now.. -shakes head- Hope all is well with you and yours.
Well, I just got your message, suppose I dont check my page near as often as I should. Thanks for your kind words...and perhaps...I am beginning to understand. But...as always, still need some help. Im glad that you and Nikki are doing so well...with each other that is, regardless of what goes on around you. You of all people deserve happiness. So...I suppose. Let the past be just that then...? The past. -smiles- May be easy for a while...til the dark cloud descends again perhaps. But for now....-grins- Its all well and good. Hope to hear from the both of you again soon.
-sighs- I was in the darkness for so long. I said...and done alot of things...I now regret. You said ones I helped you on *that Island*...well know that you helped me as well. Things now did not turn out as I had hoped they would...But I do sincerely wish you and Nikki are happy together. I...am working on myself. Ive come a long way...Ive lost a lot and gained little. But, at least I can see clearly now. Thank you...you were always someone who told me the truth, regardless if I wanted to hear it or not. I am sorry for pushing the both of you away, truly. My eyes were clouded and my mind made. I do not know what else to say but...Im back...and...Im sorry. Truly...
-An Old Friend-
Thank you for your kind words, Adam. I think I have found myself on a desert island now...though I have just passed a mirage and lost my hope it seems but I trudge on. I really am sorry about all that transgressed. You helped me through a really...emotional time and I turned my back on you. Im sorry for that, truly I am. I hope all is well with you and yours.