--Elite Writer Alias: Pyrosis Name: Adam Lawson ASL: 24/M/TN Bio: [ Quick Bio ] Website:[ Website ] Days Away: 6 Life Story: Dreams of a maker [ Ignore User ]
Favorites: 13 Forum Posts: 1 Shoutbox Posts: 1 RP Posts: 0 Signup Date: 5190 D 14.22 Years 1.42 Decades 173 Months 741.43 Weeks 5.190000e+8 Heart Beats -There you go eggman Quote: life is but a walking shadow.. it is a tale told by an idiot full of sound and fury.. signifying.. nothing..
Journal: How Strange -------------------------------------------
I have been away from this site for years. A feeling is returning to me I don't even remember missing. Yet I do, very much I do. How selfish was I as I wander through my past thoughts. Gratitude something shrouded from me. So much I have now. Yet so much I have forgotten.
As I sit with my daughter reading of the past a thought occurs to me. A thought that freezes me to my very soul. How do I show her she is loved. Truly loved. Knowing you do and showing another is after all our problem.
Hello Adam...Just thought I would drop in...been reading some of my old journal posts here and...reminiscing on old times. -smirks- Innocent love, you member that? Back in highschool...we all thought we had sooo many problems.. But now.. -shakes head- Hope all is well with you and yours.
Well, I just got your message, suppose I dont check my page near as often as I should. Thanks for your kind words...and perhaps...I am beginning to understand. But...as always, still need some help. Im glad that you and Nikki are doing so well...with each other that is, regardless of what goes on around you. You of all people deserve happiness. So...I suppose. Let the past be just that then...? The past. -smiles- May be easy for a while...til the dark cloud descends again perhaps. But for now....-grins- Its all well and good. Hope to hear from the both of you again soon.
-sighs- I was in the darkness for so long. I said...and done alot of things...I now regret. You said ones I helped you on *that Island*...well know that you helped me as well. Things now did not turn out as I had hoped they would...But I do sincerely wish you and Nikki are happy together. I...am working on myself. Ive come a long way...Ive lost a lot and gained little. But, at least I can see clearly now. Thank you...you were always someone who told me the truth, regardless if I wanted to hear it or not. I am sorry for pushing the both of you away, truly. My eyes were clouded and my mind made. I do not know what else to say but...Im back...and...Im sorry. Truly...
-An Old Friend-
Thank you for your kind words, Adam. I think I have found myself on a desert island now...though I have just passed a mirage and lost my hope it seems but I trudge on. I really am sorry about all that transgressed. You helped me through a really...emotional time and I turned my back on you. Im sorry for that, truly I am. I hope all is well with you and yours.