Journal: it scared me -------------------------------------------Mood: Remencing the only real reason i stoped cutting in the first place was i cut to deep. i only cut to see it bleed but it never bled that much or that long. but this time it would never stop...I emitialy started to think about my boyfriend..which was just my friend at the time...and all my other friends how much it would kill them if i was gone. then i started to think of my family...my cousins. and my baby cousins...I did what i had leared in health class..i grabed a rag and put presher on the wound...and there standing in my closet door way i leaned against the door frame and cried...i cried like no other..i was so afraid i was gonna die..i never cut again
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