im just relaxing. i really need to start on my history project but im feeling really lazy. my baby cousin came up this weekend. he is sooo sweet but he loves to spit on pplz. i dunno whats wrong with me. its like i have dudes numbers but i dont call them becasue i dont want to think that im stalking them. i have this guy named kevin's number but i dont call him because im scared. we are friends, but he is sooo sexy and sweet i dont want to feel like a ididot. and isaiah, he is a good person to talk to. he is sweet but he doesnt live near me. he lives in d
he is really cute. i have a good connection with him. jerrell lives in richmond and is kinda like the urkel in the family. he is just a family friend that comes over always minus the geeky part. he is striaght SEXY. and i love his voice. all country like my man soulja boy. i got his number from my cousin and he dont know that i have his number. he is really sweet and real. he dont hold anything back. i dont really like any of these guys but when im talkin to them, i cant stop smiling. i can have a straight forward convo with them but they are soooo sexy that its hard not to smile. i think my main intrests are kevin and jerrell. no longer isaiah because he seem to think of me as just a friend, which is good because thats what i only think of him as friend. he will always be there as support in my time of need. kevin and jerrell are just like him but i kinda get a vibe from them telling me that they might like me. i dunno,.. i shouldnt really say that about isaiah because he may like me too. u know what... they are all my main intrests. it is just thought. i should call them. i feel like i have a connection with all of them. ohhh... okay. imma call them tomorrow.
im listenin to lloyd. his voice is so melodic. i cant wait for his cd to come out. not to metion that he is uber-sexy. "my valentine" is such a sweet song. he wrote it when he was 15.
anyways, i might as well get started on this project that is due on the 18th.
love you all, diamond.
my new poems are coming soon.
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