Journal: Life -------------------------------------------
Life can be such an evil thing. This guy that I was recently going out with broke my heart. But not only did he just break my heart but he beat me and might have gotten me pregnant all at once. Just about the most messed up thing that has happened in my life. But yeah I thought that I would write about that. Real quick. I will continue to keep my head up. Will ttyl.
i was looking for a poem when i came to you page, but wound up reading ur journal... the help you need can only be found in hope, sure you've went through somethings, i have too.. but it's not the fact that they happen too us should get you down. 90 percent of your lif is how you react to the 10 percent that happens to you, i think you need to take the love you have slowly, because becoming dependent emotionally on others is going to make things worse, no it is easier said then done. suicide is never the way out it will only cause more hurt, and try to keep your head up, that little girl inside you is still there, it was stolen, but if you get that back, you may revert there as that forever, i don't know your age, but going forward and not looking to the past seems to be the best solution. i hope your hearts heals, i hops you see that there is silver lining behind this cloud. i hope you find love as a sanctuary, but [please DO NOT GIVE UP, we are all hurting, including myself...
By ur father?!?! Now thats sick. I still can't wrap my head around anything like this, even tho its happened to me, how old r u now??? R u old enough for emancipation????
Nothings happening now, but i have no doubt it will happen again in the near future, everytime i find sum happiness sum douche forces his way into my life, and takes away my sancutaries. New Hampshire, School, on a [censored]in cruise ship, and at a friends house.... The only safe place i have left is my aunts house, and i have no doubt sumthing will happen there 2 :/
Thanks for the recognition. I do appreiciate that. But I would have liked to know why you liked it. Its a pretty pathetic write... lol. I kind of watch out for the little man in it. I hate seeing the unattractive men get made fun of. it really pisses me off.
SORRY!!! Happy Birthday, and Christmas, and new years WOOHOO!! hahah. The holidays sure rush up on you, bite you in the ass, drag you around, and then just leave you drunk and stoned on the side of the road in Texas when you live in North Carolina. Anyways. Take it easy this year, wanna see a lot of writing this year :)