|Journal: Things Change|
Now it's just a matter of time before the truth either comes out or is passed over. Who knows where the road will go now. Where it will end. Where it will suddenly just fall apart and disappear so that you go right off the edge. They say that it's more common than you think, and most of the time someone you know or trust is the culprit. You'd never see it coming in a million years, and then BOOM! it happens. You freeze and you don't know what to do. You don't fight back. You don't say "no". You don't refuse the drinks they give you, you only continue deeper into the master plan they have paved. One minute everything's normal, bathroom break, everything is changed. You're in a cage with no door. What do you do in a situation like that? You can't fly away, but instead, you stay. Let things happen as they do. Once you do, things change. You are different. Broken. Scared and Afraid. Scarred for life, unless you do something about it. Try. Just try and see where you end up. It can only get better. They say you've done the right thing, that you're not in any trouble. But after all of this is said and done, they've still won.
I know it doesn't have to be this way, but it certainly feels so. The things I've written about, I had no idea what I was talking about. So here is where I say, I don't know how I can continue to write something that started as a freak passing of time into a surreal, fictional adventure. The fact is: it isn't fiction anymore. Now it's real and things have changed.
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