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Rhaine


Name: Miss Sadistic
ASL: 25/Yes/An Alley
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Days Away: 2838
Life Story: Blood>Tears>Dirt
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Signup Date: 6672 D
18.28 Years 1.83 Quote:
you're so lame.


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I'm lame.

Mood: The Usual
  
So I have a faithful marijuana smoker for ten years. I'm 25 now. Ive been researching help guides to quit. Everything I read says you have to want to quit. I don't want to quit. Another said they did so well because it let them be themselves again like it had a hold on their life. Well I was a kid when I started. I started bc I didn't want to be put on pills for my anger. So i started getting high and never looked back. My grades were better bc i wasn't gettin frustrated to the point of tears. I was more social, joined the cheer squad. Don't get me wrong I smoke to get stoned. My friends and family don't know I did then and only a handful of people know now. So here I am trying to think of a reason to want to quit and I cant find a logical answer. I'm happier now than I was then thats for sure. I have a job about to start another within the week. I pay bills and buy my own shit so now I'm thinking why should I? I don't hurt anyone when I'm high. The only reason quitting came into my mind was earlier I felt bad about it but now I don't. Theres worse things out there


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Hiiiiii
| Posted on 2015-08-17 21:43:20 | by drk_angl_17 - [ Reply to This ] -
  
Yup! You nailed it.
| Posted on 2014-12-19 00:42:03 | by hyproglo - [ Reply to This ] -
  
You really did understand where I was at with that one...starting again, its hard but I will think of it as a "new start" to me and now painting my future...Life is beautiful and I love to paint:)

Thank you again
Denise
| Posted on 2014-10-14 23:53:45 | by Forgiven - [ Reply to This ] -
  
Thank you for your comment on my poem, "desperate for air". Your words were and are appreciated!
| Posted on 2013-08-23 11:47:29 | by gwenn sundala - [ Reply to This ] -
  
Hi,

Yeah, I come here occasionally to see if any of the "old crew" are online. Thanks for the comments.

Anyway, long time no speak. How're you?

Amy
| Posted on 2013-08-07 20:00:45 | by cuddledumplin - [ Reply to This ] -
  
Thanks for the kind feedback on my recent poem!
| Posted on 2013-08-05 01:45:49 | by Kael Fenshir - [ Reply to This ] -



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