--Elite Writer Alias: SDodson Name: Sarah Dodson ASL: 18/f/fl Website:[ Website ] Days Away: 2213 Life Story: looking brighter [ Ignore User ]
Favorites: 2 Forum Posts: 0 Shoutbox Posts: 0 RP Posts: 0 Signup Date: 4542 D 12.44 Years 1.24 Decades 151.4 Months 648.86 Weeks 4.542000e+8 Heart Beats -There you go eggman Quote: Some things are final.
I think it's good you can't remember your old password. The past is the past. Sometimes I wish I never met James, so that you wouldn't of met Jeremy and we'd still be friends. But then I remember that everything happens for a reason and I probably wouldn't be with Jeremy now and you probably wouldn't have an awesome little boy and a family. I guess it all works out for the better. I've still got our notes from Denn John in that notebook we used to pass around. It's funny reading it now, considering I couldn't spell the word because. lol. You know, when you left ocsa I didn't go back the nexr year. I actually dropped out for a year and not even James wanted to talk to me because of everything I was doing. I was living with Crystal Green, idk if you know who she is, but for about a year I had no friends. Then I went back to school and now I'm graduating next year instead of this year. So I'll be 19, lol. It sucks but for some reason every time I heard that you were doing good from James it made me want to almost beat you to the punch I guess. Do better then you. Then I realized that we were both doing fine, and we were both doing what we were supposed to do. It's funny how I always felt the need to compete with you even when we didn't talk for so long. Hm. I honestly couldn't tell you why, I don't even know why. Well, I've always been bad with says 'ttyl' and not making it sound cheesy, but I'll talk to you later.
oh, I always look for our S+D at the loop whenever I go to Ross. I took a picture of it last Christmas, not sure what happened to it though.
Thank you, for everything you've ever said to me to keep me going and never giving up. You really were (are) an amazing friend, and I'm so happy that you've got everything you wanted. I can't remember where I left my key, but I'm pretty sure that box isn't too hard to break into. :) I'm not sure if you know, but I'm dating Jeremy Miller from ocsa. lol. He's off in Iraq, but he wants to get married and move in together when he gets back after I graduate. I'm glad we're both finally getting everything we used to talk about.
Thank you for your comment on "She, the Sacrifice". I wrote it after my friend called me, with a shaky voice, and mentioned that her mother had hit her younger siblings (again) and would likely do the same to her within the week, due to an F on her grade report. I make no excuses for her, save that she ahd an operation that took her out of school for about three weeks, right near semester's end. Not only is the mother a verbal and physical abuser but the father does the same, though far less frequently. And this is near Good Old Perfect Suburbia. True, occasionally in my earlier years I came in for some abuse, but nothing like what my friend has to suffer. Often I worry she'll fall into the same abyss I did, or take her own life in an effort to escape... She and I want to call CPS so badly, but I'm too much of a coward and I loathe myself intensely for it, and she's woried the court will separate her siblings-or worse, leave them all with her parents.
Forgive me for rambling. Anyway, your comment was much appreciated.