--Elite Writer Alias: Sacred Sindy Name: Sin Thia ASL: 27 female in Portland, Or Bio: [ Quick Bio ] Website:[ Website ] Blog:[ Blog ] Days Away: 54 Life Story: Unrelenting [ Ignore User ]
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Cynthia-i had a vision of my heart in church
i mean not like a "vision"
but a day dream
anyway, how are you
i found a good frozen yogurt place for us to try
if you like that sorta stuff
10:16pmMarie-
hmmm...what was the vision
10:16pmCynthia-
my heart...
had reins
chords
like strands
and each chord represented a different affection
and these chords of affections were being pulled
in different directions
straining my heart.
affection of wanting to be wanted...
affection of materialism...
affections of wanting a mate... etc.
then i prayed
Lord... the chords of affections are scattered
gather them and rein them onto your cross
and he bundled them for me... and gently (not pulling) then rested them on the beam of the cross
no more strain
just laying in surrender
laying organized and still
peaceful, focused
i need to get my heart like that
that was a trippy vision
10:19pmMarie-
wow...that is deep..
10:19pmCynthia
hmmm
i tried to draw it
it was not as good as i saw it in my minds eye
those affections that i named above- please
don't repeat them
your story is pretty smashing and doesn't need much work at all.
I'm glad you remember the poem. I've set my page to random so if you just keep pushing refresh/reload it will show up in the shuffle eventually. I did that because there's some sort of glitch and some of the poems on my page were being lost on other settings.
Anyway, thanks
DB
ps, thanks for your comment on the other poem. You are one of the few who grasped my original intent :)
Thank you for your kind words on my letter, and I hope that one day you find the lover that will respect and adore you the way I did with my former lover.
Good luck and I'm sure one day you'll find it, but I emplore you never to let it go, as it's the hardest thing I've ever gone through.
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