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I wish.
Mood: Sniffle...the memories of a time...
when the were my family, when the screams of many youthful girls would fill the halls of an afternoon.
where weekends were all about movies music socialising and sleep...
lots of sleep.
the one who know the me that i used to be...
i try to think back and remember but it seems distant..
4 short years ago...yet...4 long years ago
to see thier faces and to hear their laughs to go back to the lonely nights staring from my room amongst many more.
the mornings you wish you could just get that last few minutes of sleep. the frost that builds on the windows and the warmth of heaters though the tartan wrapping i had been cloaked in. the buzz of the dining room where the younger girls would serve and clean up after older wiser and scarier elders. notices and reminders echo across silence.
oh to go back.
My girls. to see them grown up to see them as they have changed to remind them that i still think of them at night and i still wish.
wish i could take it back.
wish i could go back to those days.
wish i had not have said goodbye.
wish i had not sranded them.
wish i was back in the fading memories.
a tear for the way i wish it was.
oh to take it all back and to not have left them behind.
when the were my family, when the screams of many youthful girls would fill the halls of an afternoon.
where weekends were all about movies music socialising and sleep...
lots of sleep.
the one who know the me that i used to be...
i try to think back and remember but it seems distant..
4 short years ago...yet...4 long years ago
to see thier faces and to hear their laughs to go back to the lonely nights staring from my room amongst many more.
the mornings you wish you could just get that last few minutes of sleep. the frost that builds on the windows and the warmth of heaters though the tartan wrapping i had been cloaked in. the buzz of the dining room where the younger girls would serve and clean up after older wiser and scarier elders. notices and reminders echo across silence.
oh to go back.
My girls. to see them grown up to see them as they have changed to remind them that i still think of them at night and i still wish.
wish i could take it back.
wish i could go back to those days.
wish i had not have said goodbye.
wish i had not sranded them.
wish i was back in the fading memories.
a tear for the way i wish it was.
oh to take it all back and to not have left them behind.
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| Hey girl ...ughh i have soo much coming up skoolz out...boyfriend trouble ahhh I'm writing like my life depended on it and I can't wait to share love well i'm outty ....
Aira...=0! |
| | Posted on 2007-12-18 21:33:59 | by Dutchess_aira - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| Heyy yeah ugh Junior in College sucks cuz its like high school yet we are supposed to know more..B.S. lol
As quoted by Chris brown: "got nothinh but lov3 for ya" |
| | Posted on 2007-10-07 06:26:24 | by Dutchess_aira - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| Oh heyy yeah I was moving back to school so been missing for a while thanks for noticing cool lol yeah I'll be emailing you sometime especially on downtime well shoots later
Dutchess |
| | Posted on 2007-08-29 23:42:54 | by Dutchess_aira - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| get myspace ya bum...
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| | Posted on 2007-08-26 17:35:56 | by MysterydarkPoet - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| omgggggggggggg heyyyy.... lols ya everyones still here! glad to know ur back at skewl... lols
wow long time no talk email me all-thats-left-of_me@hotmail.com luv ya belle xx |
| | Posted on 2007-06-01 03:14:32 | by MysterydarkPoet - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| hey,
thanks for the feedback on my poem "The Song, U and me" :-) I just joined in yday and put in some of my works. just been writing for the past 2 yrs. glad u liked it. keep reading and giving your feedback :-) |
| | Posted on 2007-03-13 20:42:26 | by jagruti_shah - [ Reply to This ] - |
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