--Elite Writer Alias: Syn Name: Syn Aeresis ASL: Medium/F/Purgatory Bio: [ Quick Bio ] Website:[ Website ] Blog:[ Blog ] Days Away: 580 Life Story: The Damned Disco [ Ignore User ]
Favorites: 22 Forum Posts: 0 Shoutbox Posts: 0 RP Posts: 0 Signup Date: 5239 D 14.35 Years 1.44 Decades 174.63 Months 748.43 Weeks 5.239000e+8 Heart Beats -There you go eggman Quote: ~Ginestho~
The irony of a writer being speechless... Well I should say ... Past writer ... I honestly won't even pretend to know what was in my head 10 years ago .... Sorry ... That's the best I can do ... I can't explain something I can't even process as a memory ... I've been married 6 years and have two amazing kids ... So I'm well... Happy ... And yes grown up .... After being beaten ... Destroyed by my first real relationship... I made an attempt to find something ..someone to bandaid the wounds ... I'm truly sorry ... I hope life treats you well and wish you success with your writing ... I guess I googled my email addy for some reason tonight otherwise I'd never have seen this ...I was never driven from the internet... Writing became a way to develop and live in my own dark thoughts... So I made the choice to find other ways to express myself... Which entry are you referring to ... I would love to read it before I go back to forgetting this account even existed
I've come back after nearly a two year sabbatical. So, I've decided to go through most of my faves list and ask those people to suggest a poem that they would like a comment on.
So uhm, yeah if you have anything you'd like to have commented on please spam my page :)
syn, thanks for the invite...but for now, one site is all i have time for...
sporadically on the net, with school and all...teaching three classes in summer and six in fall and spring keep me pretty occupied...so i basically stick with one site.
Thank you for the awesome comment and fave... you're so wonderful. I'd have posted the kiss-ass-e.s.-thing for you by now, but I lost about 200 poems in some mental black-out that has denied me my password to an email I can;t remember either,,, I do remember it but not verbatim. I've vowed, no more drunken raging wipe-outs tho... at least not this week ;)
something about, .... hell, I can't remember it. I never kill myself, just my poetry *sigh*
Sounds like you're going thru some [censored]. I stopped trying to be saboteur long ago... I just watch'em fall now and say, hmmmm. After the JP thing... it's too exhausting to keep people alive who don't want to be alive. I just lock my door and pray, they don't take me with'em.