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    Currently Stalking: Childoutspoken

    Journal: crying
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    Mood: Ugh... I hate my life.
      
    Robert is 14 and left me...
    William is 19 and getting married...
    Nate is 15 and was a one night stand...
    Jacob is 19 and a stalker...
    Wyane is 24...
    Tony is 30 with 5 kids...
    Johnathan is 26 and getting married...
    Either im disturbed or this world is demented, or maybe both.
    But im leaving it all behind, either way.
    I cant seem to kill the memories of the pain, it just keeps pileing up, into this mountian of stress. Suicide is cowerdly, so I sit and cry my day away and get nothing done. I need a vacation. But i have come to a conclution:

    GUYS DONT GIVE A FUCKING HELL ABOUT YOUR EMOTIONS! ALL THEY FUCKING CARE ABOUT IS TO GET THEY'RE HORNY HANDS ON THE BEST PEICE OF ASS THEY CAN FIND!
    .... until they have to use viagra -.-

    Im not saying lesbienisim is the solution, but maybe we should wait to date. I know I'm not going to until I get out of coledge, but then again half the guys i've dont things with are out of coledge. Pssshhh, I donno what tha fuck to do.

    I guess the bottom line is that, it is to much to ask for if all you want is somebody to love. And i mean really love ya'll. Not, "O, baby, I love you... suck my dick!" I'm talking about real love, self sacrifice, comentment, romance, humor, and really carring. Just for a guy to ask me how was my day, it makes me feel like they really care about me and want to get to know me. But then again all the guys that do that are about to be wed. Erugh, fuck it.


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