Trinity

Hi :]

I read some of your more recent poems about maybe your boyfriend, I don't know what he is to you. But I just wanted to give you some advice because I feel as though I was in the same situation not too long ago.

I dated a guy who was always into othdr girls you know, talking to them and he even talked sexually with them and sent "naughty" pictures back and forth with them. You know, he was my first real boyfriend and I loved him. But you see, you have to realize that if a guy is treating you wrongly or isn't paying attention to how you feel, it's not healthy. :/

I think I know how you feel, like your second importance and you feel like you're walking on egg shells and you're always afraid of pissing him off somehow even with something little. Scared to comfront him about a problem you're having or how you're feeling because you don't want him to get mad or start and arguement.

My parents also bothered me about breaking up with him. Almost every day. They would tell me how much of a loser he is and how in the last 8 months he hasn't done anything to impress them and that they hate him and I deserve better but all I could see was the fact that I loved him and that he loved me too. But I knew in my mind that how he was treating me wasn't right, but in my heart I felt different.

He ended up breaking up with me after a year and eight months and I was devestated. But now I realize that someone who is going to put himself first and his feelings first isn't okay and someone who scares me, isn't someone worth being around.

I don't mean to be preachy or anything, I'm just sharing my experience with you and maybe hoping that it will help a little bit. :]

But try to realize everything that isn't right in the relationship.
Split a paper down the middle and write every thing bad and everything good about the person. See which list is bigger.

I wish the best for you, just remember that love is blind and situations are easier to be seen from the outside :]