Journal: Run Away -------------------------------------------Mood: Of course I don't know how I should feel Run away? I couldn't. Where would I go? Who would I talk to? How could I survive? But I feel that's what I've been doing. Hiding from everyone. My friends are always there to support me, but what is the reason? Well. I've been told many reasons, but I'm not sure. For some reason. I was awaken in the middle of the night, I think. It's a blur to me. Yaaaay for rambiling and one person conversations.
Now. Music. You are very powerful. You can change my emotions in a heartbeat. Monitor my emotions with that power. And you also effect my heart as well. My heart beats to your rythem. Sometimes it's scary. I woudln't know if it is normal or not. I don't have heart problems.
Let me throw myself away. I just feel like crying. I can't believe it took me this long to cry for my grandma. I'm more blond than a blond.
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