|Journal: across the tide|
Hmm. I thought that I wanted to write something, but maybe I should go check out Stunt Academys.. or maybe you should help me.. what should I do , where, for my future?? The eternal struggle of youth.. I guess it is a futile question, because it seems that no matter what you decide, the world seeps you into it's current, and if you swim across the current, all that does is take you right around the world and back to where you started.
So far I have managed to get on in my life without having to make any painful descisions... I had to choose between chemistry and agriculture... lol... every other descision I have made, has just seem to evolve in such a way that the descision has become ineveitable.., like I came where I am now to stay for two months, I was then asked to stay for a year.. so I am, then I took a couple of courses that required me to stay for another year... and so i will... nothing to painful, the descisions seemed to make themselves... and know I am youngly and foolishly in love.. maybe I will never go home... who knows.
So, should I just wait for the world to sweep me up, taking me where it will, or should I cut across the grain, and deign to make a descision now...
Hmmm... I'm off to look up stunt academys, or dance school, agricultural chemistry, bio-chem, astrophysics, engineering, or maybe... to please mum, maybe even med-school.
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