--Elite Writer Alias: beth freese Name: Beth ? ASL: 18.F.Earth Bio: [ Quick Bio ] Website:[ Website ] Days Away: 3958 Life Story: life is for squares [ Ignore User ]
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i haven't been on here for a long time. i should submit some of my new stuff. i'm not sure i can though i have to give a bunch of people comments first i think. we'll see. well that's all. thanks for listening.
i didn't delete it because you said you didn't like it i deleted it so you would leave me alone
and no neither of has a good understanding of the other,and until/if we ever do, i shall refrain from making anymore comments of what i see you come across as, and i hope you will do the same
Thanks for your comment on "Love Lost." I'm totally inclined to agree with you, because that wasn't one of my favorite pieces... I too think it needs some reformatting! Anyway, thanks for taking the time to read it, and thanks for being so honest!
there i deleted it , hope your happy and i hope that will make you leave me alone, your really annoying and stuck up and full of your self from what i can tell(that may not be true but its what you come off as)
who said i was shouting it out, this is the only place i can actually post my true feelings , cuz i cant say them in reality
im not asking for pity, the i hate my teacher was just cuz she annoyed me, i dot truly hate her, i don't truly hate anyone
and most of the "rants" i write is when everything has gone wrong that day and i am about to go over the edge
im not like that all the time
and i don't feel i have to be perky all the time, but others feel the need to tell me i should be , if you don't like the way i am(not that you know me at all) then get over it and go read someone else's stuff
and on my blog i dont know why i have that link on hre, but i have that for my true friends, and they read it, and most of the time i dont even post stuff, i could if i had the time go and post every happy moment that i could remember
and so what that the dumb thing on here says i am a mostly depressed person, that just happens to be the most dominate witting style i use sometimes
and there are those days that i feel that there is nothing in th world that will make me happy, like today , was a pretty crappy day, then after school i rode the buss home and got to sit with my bf, and that made my day go from crappy to me being ecstatic,
sry that i didn't have the time to sit and write about all my happy moments in life, but when i have a total revelation and write something extremely happy(which i have done before and posted) ill be sure to let you know, until then go bug someone else about how you think they are just a horrible little [censored]ed up person, and hey your 18, so that doesn't exclude you from being a teenager, so get over yourself
and i am neither goth nor emo, and i don't need to go "get help" as you said
i am who i am and nothing you say will ever change that,
not that you even know me anyway
no the rules/guidelines/expectations are not above my comprehension level, i am not as incompetent as you think i am
and they have their moments when they choose to act nice, but other than that their only concern would be that they would need to get someone to clean and do the laundry
and no i am not or ever will be"emo"
on the inside everyone is to an extent, but i will never be the stereotypical "emo" that you are saying that i am/most likely are.
and no i am not wrapped up in myself, most of the time i spend trying to make sure that everyone else is happy, and then sometimes i do something that will make me happy
and i am not flaunting my"depression" or anger or whatever for a pity party
i could care less if no one even read my page, as long as i post it,life feels a bit better
and my life does have love in it, i have a wonderful boyfriend thank you very much
and i never said my life was"misunderstood" although there are a few that do not understand me at all and try to assume that they do, other then them i have several friends who support me and think that my poems, lyrics and stories are pretty good
so please don't assume you know me or exactly what i am like, you can save that for someone else
the server for my blog was down so i couldnt post it there...and yeah...i just felt like it and if you dont like it too bad..
and my parents have hated me since i was five, and they still hate me so they could care less if i died