Journal: New Beginning
-------------------------------------------Mood: Stressed
Theres a lot of things going on right now. My dad going into rehab for a couple of weeks, which i really respect him for because he's doing something positive for himself.
At the same time I'm scared though...In my head I see these next two weeks as an answer to all my family problems but really it might not be. My brother has built up an explosive temper and I dont know if that will change, my mum's been hurt so much that I dont know if she'll ever forgive and my dad might not make enough changes to save himself. Its just frustrating at the moment not knowing whats going to happen.
Also I havent seen my girlfriend in almost a month and its driving me crazy, when she's here everything seems ok? Its like theres something missing whenever she's away.
As for me I'm scared that I'm becoming emotionally retarded...I'm not showing anyone how I'm feeling, because I dont know how I feel!
I just hate the waiting. This is like waiting for exam results. The next two weeks will probably determine what my family's life is going to be like. It could go either way!
Dado
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