--Elite Writer Alias: dancer06 Name: Cat Lehman ASL: 20/f Bio: [ Quick Bio ] Website:[ Education ] Days Away: 1 Life Story: Boca Boca [ Ignore User ] Favorites: 43 Forum Posts: 0 Shoutbox Posts: 1 RP Posts: 0 Signup Date: 1277 D 3.5 Years 0.35 Decades 42.57 Months 182.43 Weeks 1.27700e+8 Heart Beats -There you go eggman Quote: "Life sucks, and then you die" AIM: mrgtsatmidnight [ Communicate asdf ] Recent Favorites: Betrayal by Inducted_Kitty Upon the bittersweet by armand Buried Alive by ladiesplanet1 waiting for the hammer by Raistlin Sith Sex in here by musclebound350 View all Faves Featured: My Unique Suicide Awards:    [ + RSS ] [ + Google It ] [ + My Yahoo ] Currently Stalking: Bcute, Ace, KasPer88

Journal: Again -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual    Do you think it's easier to fall in love once you've already been in love? IDK. But I have a guy, that really likes me. We have a lot of the same interests, opinions, etc. Of course, I'm a little more crazy than him. I have a tattoo and my naval pierced, and i drink and smoke. BUT, he seems like he'd be cool with anything. And he likes me regarless right now. SO, here's hoping that me and the new guy hit if off good. I'm not looking for anything serious, but it would sure be nice to have the company of a male back in my life. Here's to a fresh start, a new me, and a another chance at happiness. ...Created 2008-10-03 00:33:02     [ View Past Journals ] [ View as Blog ]

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My only problem right now...is the fact that she's able to go be with this person..live with this person..when this person 100% said she'd never been my friend (proving my point in my note) and stating she'd been waitng for me to screw up like this so she could go off to everyone about me. That was not a friend. And my only thoughts right now are..."Am I gonna have to be the one to kiss HER butt (not Angie's the other girl) when I decide I'm ready to talk to Angie?" I could never even go to the apartment after hearing that. Hearing that she'd been waiting for me to "screw up"? I was telling some people goodbye. Like her. But I was telling others I needed some time to think. Like Angie. So right now I don't know what to do with being threatened and knowing that when I'm ready to talk finally...this other girl...I'm going to be expected to be nice to again.

| Posted on 2008-08-27 11:51:23 | by BCute - [ Reply to This ] -

Unfortunately not everyone is feeling the suitedness of my Diana-ness and needing some space. I'm supposed to prepare myself for an attack on Facebook apparently. Someone has been waiting for me to do this for a while just so she has the excuse to go off on me. I'm waiting. Not worried. But can't help thinking...isn't that just proving my point a little bit? That this person that's gonna come back at me and that has been waiting on this has NOT been my friend? LOL!

| Posted on 2008-08-26 22:40:04 | by BCute - [ Reply to This ] -

hey thanks for the comment on Open Heart Surgery. I wrote it using the emotions my friend is going through and how one time i went through the same thing...and it just so happens its the same guy haha. But yeah i have not finished the poem yet, and you're right, i do need to elaborate on the open heart surgery part. I just threw this together and i plan on finishing it on a later day when i can get in that hurt mood. Thank you so much though! :) ~Midnight Shadow~

| Posted on 2008-08-26 17:03:55 | by Midnight Shadow - [ Reply to This ] -

recovery sucks. I had to leave work early today because by 10 a.m. i was walking at a 90 degree angle. i had to switch doctors too because mine ended up being a quack...blah..blah..friggity..blah

| Posted on 2008-08-18 22:23:43 | by BCute - [ Reply to This ] -

Your journal makes me want to kick his ass...

| Posted on 2008-08-18 00:42:20 | by BCute - [ Reply to This ] -

your poems are amazing.

| Posted on 2008-05-30 19:43:42 | by SilentDreams42 - [ Reply to This ] -

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