--Elite Writer Alias: dancer06 Name: Cat Lehman ASL: 20/f Bio: [ Quick Bio ] Website:[ Education ] Days Away: 4076 Life Story: Boca Boca [ Ignore User ]
Favorites: 46 Forum Posts: 0 Shoutbox Posts: 1 RP Posts: 0 Signup Date: 5676 D 15.55 Years 1.56 Decades 189.2 Months 810.86 Weeks 5.676000e+8 Heart Beats -There you go eggman Quote: "Life sucks, and then you die"
My only problem right now...is the fact that she's able to go be with this person..live with this person..when this person 100% said she'd never been my friend (proving my point in my note) and stating she'd been waitng for me to screw up like this so she could go off to everyone about me. That was not a friend. And my only thoughts right now are..."Am I gonna have to be the one to kiss HER butt (not Angie's the other girl) when I decide I'm ready to talk to Angie?" I could never even go to the apartment after hearing that. Hearing that she'd been waiting for me to "screw up"? I was telling some people goodbye. Like her. But I was telling others I needed some time to think. Like Angie. So right now I don't know what to do with being threatened and knowing that when I'm ready to talk finally...this other girl...I'm going to be expected to be nice to again.
Unfortunately not everyone is feeling the suitedness of my Diana-ness and needing some space. I'm supposed to prepare myself for an attack on Facebook apparently. Someone has been waiting for me to do this for a while just so she has the excuse to go off on me. I'm waiting. Not worried. But can't help thinking...isn't that just proving my point a little bit? That this person that's gonna come back at me and that has been waiting on this has NOT been my friend? LOL!
hey thanks for the comment on Open Heart Surgery. I wrote it using the emotions my friend is going through and how one time i went through the same thing...and it just so happens its the same guy haha. But yeah i have not finished the poem yet, and you're right, i do need to elaborate on the open heart surgery part. I just threw this together and i plan on finishing it on a later day when i can get in that hurt mood. Thank you so much though! :)