Journal: For Mica
-------------------------------------------Mood: Frustrated
Everyone who has a younger sibling or relative knows what it is to have to constantly took afeter someone. You know, they do somethin an you end up in trouble for letting them do it. You get mad at them for gettin you in trouble when you told them not to do what ever. Then they go out and start some trouble some where an then you gotta go an solve it. You get mad at them for startin stuff an you know it'z only because they know you got their back. But in time it becomes your whole relationship. They do somethin, you talke the fall. You still love them but you get tired of gettin them out of the trouble they get in so you stop havin their back. Or when you handel it you get on them for doin stuff. So after a while they stop commin to you. For a while it's good but then you see that they may need help but they won't let you. Then pretty soon that's all you want to do. They don't want to listn to anythin you want to say. they think you don't know any thin about anythin. So you try to lead by example and they still dont catch on. they take it as you have somethin that they don't. You tell them that they can do anythin you can do. But by that time they don't want to hear that, because you always told them to quit coppyin you. Then you see that they are headed for trouble, real trouble. And all you want to do is head it off so you try to talk to them. But it's too late then your worst fear comes true, they are in a situation that you cant help them. There is absolutely nothin you can do about it all you can do is cry and prey for their saifty. By this time you are beatin yourself up for stayin mad at them for so long. You wish that you had one more chance to reach out to them.
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