--Elite Writer Alias: deadpoet Name: Natalie ---- ASL: 18/f/ Miami, Fl Bio: [ Quick Bio ] Website:[ Website ] Days Away: 101 Life Story: Summarize. [ Ignore User ]
Favorites: 22 Forum Posts: 4 Shoutbox Posts: 1 RP Posts: 0 Signup Date: 1515 D 4.15 Years 0.42 Decades 50.5 Months 216.43 Weeks 1.51500e+8 Heart Beats -There you go eggman Quote: "You're born an original, don't die a copy."
I find a certain thrill and excitement everytime something new approaches or occurs.
I get bored easier nowdays and I try to find means of getting technically "unbored"
Yet when I look back at the ways things used to be and who i used to be and feel this certain nostalgia to return and stay there for the rest of my life.
One example is the friendship i used to have with certain people, they were everything to me and i would do anything for them. Even sometimes letting myself get stepped on every now and then. Then i realized either one way or another that they didnt need me cause they would easily forget me, if it already didnt occur. Which happened for the most part. I found myself trying to fit in, i honestly didnt know who i was for a period of time cause i was was a reflection of my friends. I came to that result just recently.
I lived in a constant fear of if i didnt try to be with my friends i wouldnt mean anythign to them anymore. Why i wasnt part of the fun or the good memories they had cause all the good memories ive had contained them in it.
Everybodys life is too complicated to be noticing the people around you.
I can feel somehow when people look at you differently and try to hide it. Like they dont want to say what they want just not to hurt your feelings. But the look that you give off instantly gives it away and not saying it hurts even more.
I have changed so much .
I get easily annoyed of people nowadays.
I want chance to start over new to feel good about myself and think that once again my life will be on a good pace and for myself this time and not for those who will betray me the first chance they have.
I constantly feel that the people around me are lieing
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