Journal: 40 Days To Go -------------------------------------------Mood: Head Aching My mind moves now in strategy.
Like the chess board I now love.
Premptive strikes,
Offense and defense.
Mostly defense, though.
I won't let anyone else get close.
Not close enough to hurt me like she did.
People are such Vile creatures,
and even the best ones fall.
Mother once said We Have that Effect.
But, to hurt me for nothing but pleasure is awful.
Will I ever let anyone close?
Yes, for My family already is.
but, even around my family I must be careful,
because they have a tendency to try to cut me.
And Bry.
My Bry.
He is close enough to cut me to the core.
Actually close enough to destroy.
But, I trust him not to.
Trust is such a funny thing.
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