Well, it has been awhile old ES where no one ever comes anymore... I creep around her with nostalgia, while reading my own old feelings.
I just want to tell people things DO get better. I used to be so unhappy, in a horrible place, and nothing was looking up. I didn't see a light at the end of my tunnel. I saw an abyss.
Now that I have done a whole lot of growing up and making changes for the better I am actually SO happy. My life is going how I want it. I love my life- yes I really did say that.
Caleb and I are still happily together, been living together since last year actually
So for everyone who says that internet relationships don't work.. Well, you can see they can. It just takes the right people. :)