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    Name: Jess Escudero
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    Journal: Life Changes
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    Mood: Guess what!?
      
    Wow! Looking through these eyes I have noticed how my life has changed, wondered if it would ever be the same, cried for all the times i wish it was, and laughed during all the moments that I had felt like i was me. I don't know what happened to her, why she changed, why she cared to? When i need her she’s never there, and just when I think I can feel her, she runs away, but I was never the running away type. Sometimes I have wanted to get on a train, watch my life go by, honestly sometimes I have, but I don't know who that girl was, slowly I've morphed into this freakish women, but a women none the less. I don't want to be known for that girl I was although I wish her non afraid side would come out in me just a little more. What happened to me? I'm not as lonely as I had been a strange feeling, one I'm not sure I understand, my only wish for you is to look into my eyes, see that I'm not that girl anymore, I'm this women! This women who does not run, does not hide behind a synthetic falsity, perhaps this women is stronger then I give her credit for?


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    Hey, you're good at this writing thing. I'd like to leave a comment, but can't. I haven't really decided what to comment on or what to say, but just know I want to leave one for you.

    anyways, have a good day.
    | Posted on 2013-10-24 21:42:20 | by Zai - [ Reply to This ] -
      
    thanks for the comment
    | Posted on 2011-11-09 19:36:15 | by scardnscared - [ Reply to This ] -
      
    Marriage, love, children, future, so hard to navigate. At the end of the day, it's just a simple question of do we like the person we are right now? - Thanks for your comment on Run, Run, Run from Love.
    Much appreciated!
    ~J
    | Posted on 2011-11-07 09:46:55 | by Joybell - [ Reply to This ] -
      
    thank you for the comments on "last call" and my work in general...i certainly appreciate your stopping by to visit my poems...and they appreciate it also...

    you are very kind in your thoughts.

    peace

    jacob
    | Posted on 2011-09-08 07:25:50 | by jacoberin - [ Reply to This ] -
      
    hi Jess,

    good to hear from you, i am doing okay...

    busy with the semester in full gear...i teach 6 classes at two different community colleges...so keeps me hopping...but happy!

    i hope you are well...

    jacob
    | Posted on 2011-09-08 07:23:28 | by jacoberin - [ Reply to This ] -
      
    still hoping sometime you will visit my page...

    how are you doing?
    | Posted on 2011-09-07 18:31:37 | by jacoberin - [ Reply to This ] -



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