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    Journal: Life Changes
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    Mood: Guess what!?
      
    Wow! Looking through these eyes I have noticed how my life has changed, wondered if it would ever be the same, cried for all the times i wish it was, and laughed during all the moments that I had felt like i was me. I don't know what happened to her, why she changed, why she cared to? When i need her she’s never there, and just when I think I can feel her, she runs away, but I was never the running away type. Sometimes I have wanted to get on a train, watch my life go by, honestly sometimes I have, but I don't know who that girl was, slowly I've morphed into this freakish women, but a women none the less. I don't want to be known for that girl I was although I wish her non afraid side would come out in me just a little more. What happened to me? I'm not as lonely as I had been a strange feeling, one I'm not sure I understand, my only wish for you is to look into my eyes, see that I'm not that girl anymore, I'm this women! This women who does not run, does not hide behind a synthetic falsity, perhaps this women is stronger then I give her credit for?


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    i had that thought..the flower part definitely is a keeper and could be used in another piece.

    stop by my page sometime...
    later gator

    jacob
    | Posted on 2011-08-23 16:44:07 | by jacoberin - [ Reply to This ] -
      
    Thank you for the comment on "Falling into You". This poem is mostly about wanting to
    walk the right way, but I keep getting caught up in dreams that lead me down the wrong path. It's not until I hit the bottom that I can clearly see what I've done, so I have to
    pick up the pieces and start again.

    | Posted on 2011-08-02 13:10:11 | by lynn7 - [ Reply to This ] -
      
    hi and thanks for honest take on my poem. tom mc
    | Posted on 2011-07-30 13:18:57 | by poetotoe - [ Reply to This ] -
      
    Thanks for the comment Gothicgirl, Your poem actually reminded that I had written that poem years ago so....Cheers!!!!

    WarmGun
    | Posted on 2011-07-26 21:08:40 | by WarmGun - [ Reply to This ] -
      
    Hi Jesse. I read your journal as well. If I may be so bold - take a glimpse at mine. I think you may find something there to contemplate. I have three lovely daughters and lovely 8 grandchildren. Life goes on. My eldest daughter Beulah is also on ES under her name.

    take care. joachim.
    | Posted on 2011-07-25 12:13:25 | by Joachim - [ Reply to This ] -
      
    Hi thank for the insight is very precious I know.
    What I did not mention is that my wife left me same as you experienced and divorced 1988 and departed from life in 1997.
    I know the struggle in you and you will survive.

    Take care. Joachimj
    | Posted on 2011-07-25 11:54:07 | by Joachim - [ Reply to This ] -



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