Journal: 10/20/07 -------------------------------------------Mood: complacent. They say self improvement is one of the hardest things to actually practice and yes,I agree. Self improvement of any sort right now is just way too difficult for me. To quite smoking, eat right, excercise and just be overall happy is my biggest fault....
I have no motivation and inspiration to do so. It's just so hard when i am being brought down by others, family, boyfriends, and even myself.
When will I actually achieve this?
It seems almost impossible.
I feel as though this life I am leading is all just a movie...when will i get that dose of reality?
I would love some input, some help...
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