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    Name: Holly Young
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    Mood: Crazy
    Crossfade-Dead Skin

    So I'm the king of all these things of this mess I have made
    Such a waste what a shame my whole life is a fake
    Well I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at you for years
    The alcohol the demerol these things never could replace
    What a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face
    I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at me for years
    I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skin
    I'm not sure where to begin why can't I begin again
    I can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skin
    Can I sllep 'til then

    Phenobarbitol and alocohol these two surely will do
    To knock me out keep me down at least a day or two
    When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become
    And it's more than I can bear somedays I pray someone will blow me away
    Make it quick but let it burn so I can feel my life fade
    Well I'm a waste and I can taste how bitter I've become
    And it's more than I can bear
    I can't shed my skin
    I can't shed my skin

    So I havnt been writing too much of anything latley. Too much shit on my mind to even make up a good sentence. Latley , everyone is acting like its all okay. This house consists of fighting , and its enough to make you want to run away as far as your feet will take you. I called my dad the other day , and I talked to him about everything going on here..but I honestly don't think he really cares. I'm sick of friends..who act like they care , but really....I feel like their just laughing at me under their breath. I don't need a so called friend. Do friends even exist? Do they even really matter? Because honestly , I just keep getting fucked over...and I'm about done. I can handle my own , and I'm not afraid of being on my own anymore. I'm not exactly the most stable person in the world.....but I'll manage. One day , I'll be moving to the mountains...and leaving everyone behind. Maybe I'll find a place for me...a place where the sun can shine.

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    If you have time, please stop by and the following poems:

    1. Broken Wing
    2. Cold and Wet
    3. Words Give and Receive
    4. A Covenant with a Poem

    Please tell a friend or two.
    | Posted on 2007-09-08 17:00:44 | by FireFly747 - [ Reply to This ] -
    Thank you for the warm comment on my poem titled, "Sounds of an Ocean Shore" When I write a poem, I like to use crispy words...words that know how to sing out. Please tell a friend to stop by to read some of my poetry. Keep sharing.
    | Posted on 2007-09-08 16:44:15 | by FireFly747 - [ Reply to This ] -
    Thanks for the comment and I'm glad you enjoyed it.
    | Posted on 2007-09-01 11:33:31 | by Blue Monk - [ Reply to This ] -
    Thanks you for your comments on My best Friend.

    We had Bronx for about 9 yrs. He was just like one of the keds. He even expected gifts on christmas and we never dissapointed him. He got cancer and the only human thing to do was put him to sleep. We tried to replace him but it seems that the new puppy will have to make her own impression on my wife and I. Our kids are gone now so it is just Me, my wife and a Boxer puppy named Staysha.

    I hope your mom can relate.

    Thank you again

    | Posted on 2007-08-30 19:00:19 | by Wisdom Seeker - [ Reply to This ] -
    Welcome to ES!
    | Posted on 2007-08-30 17:23:35 | by Finnigan - [ Reply to This ] -
    Well, Welcome to elite skills. I hope your experiences here are very enjoyable.
    I just want to tell you to read as much as you can and have an open mind while reading here. If you do then you will be able to see inside the writer and what you get from each write will be that much more rewarding.

    Again, Welcome

    Respect and Admiration

    | Posted on 2007-08-30 09:28:51 | by Wisdom Seeker - [ Reply to This ] -

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