--Elite Writer Alias: ibelikeso Name: andres blandon ASL: 21/m/FL Bio: [ Quick Bio ] Website:[ Education ] Days Away: 13 Life Story: see poems [ Ignore User ]
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Journal: EMO... is me. -------------------------------------------
Mood: Sad
So I was reading some of the comments that people have left me... and i just realized im EMO as F^ck!!!... or at least be bipolar. I have a tendency to over play songs... even in my head. I am overly emotional about things that happen around me. I can go into a state of lazyness and be down for long periods of time. I am very comfortable in understanding sadness and difficulties. I am consistently inconsistent in things I do. Change my mind often... think too much... Want too much... try too hard... Always pursuing something else or something more. Unsatisfied and unresolved. This is me... Maybe understanding what I've never wanted to admit before. So it is what it is... Im just sitting here over playing a song and doing what I do best. Being me... Feeling life with passion through sadness and longing. Is it enough?
I am so glad to hear from you. Coming up north? You can come visit me :) wink wink. No pushing just an offer. I go back to school August 31. I am pretty much open til then. I hope you are well and are finishing up getting ready to leave. I really appreciate knowing where you are and that you are okay. You know how I am good at worrying. Just take care of yourself and know that I am missing you and praying for you. I don't want you to go either....
Left you a message under yahoo about your birthday. I hope Miami treated you well. Please remember to let me know how I can send you mail over there - It's still really important to me.
I miss you and hope you are well,