--Elite Writer Alias: inspirit999 Name: mike valdez Bio: [ Quick Bio ] Website:[ Education ] Days Away: 17 Life Story: ? [ Ignore User ]
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I have taken so long to reply to your comment on "Dear Mommy...Dear Sweet Child".
Please forgive me. I have not been doing well in many aspects except school and work. I have achieved those aspects of my life and still am thank God.
As for your comment...I will forever pain about the decision that I made. I was young and confused at the time. I loved my child, but I let outer influences clutter my mind.
I know I have been forgiven because I cried my soul out to God for doing such a heinous act. I vowed never to do it again and have done just that.... I am forever in agony in aborting my child, but when I do have children I will always remember that my "unborn child" was truly the first to be conceived. It hurts tremendously, you don't know how much I wish I could turn back the hands of time...I can't. :(
I have learned to accept my actions and by no means am I proud but ashamed. God knows how sorrowful I was and sitll am, but I cannot erase the past. I cry and feel the pain especially when I hear a woman is thinking of having an abortion.
So, mike, I write in grievance and in hopes that my sad story will open the eyes of other women in the process and aftermath of abortion.
I know you meant well with your comment and I do appreciate every single word you have written. It is a sin to abort and I have taken part in that sin in my past. I live a better and more knowledgeable life now and don't have children at this time, but when I do...my husband and I have vow to name her "Promise".