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Today has been a good day. Things have gone well and I have helped my family. I got through the wedding without falling on my face. I never thought that I would be the type to actually get married. I guess you never know what you will do until the situation occurs. I find myself fighting my depression right now more than ever. The realization of the miscarriage has kicked in. All these "what if's" run through my mind. Did I do something wrong? The doctor says "no" however that does not take away the pain. I lost a child!! I cry at night thinking about it. My husband is a strong man and has gotten past it.
It is so hard not to give up some days! Stress overwhelms me and I have to take a step back. I can not let the depression beat me. I have a son that depends on me not surcoming to the pain. Each day I will continue to fight.