Journal: Me -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... My whole life I have been impatient, rushing time as if me pushing it would cause a minute or an hour to move faster then its alotted sequence. How ignorant for I now see how precious time really is.
Every moment I've spent forcing I was losing out on some other experience. Why I carried this pre- disposed notion I had to move so quickly, I have no knowledge of. All I know is I know nothing about youth, I tired so hard to skip across the stones of adolescece when I should have bee complacent just resting on one. I got to the other side so quickly I now have no previous knowledge or experience.
I've arrived at my destination I've wanted so badly yet I don't know what to do now that I am here. I rushed the cycle, I skipped and essential step in the equation of life and I'm wondering why I don't have the answers. I didn't allow myself to grasp the tools to obtain the answers so I am left preplexed. Where did this time go?
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