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Name: Crystal Challoner
ASL: 24.F.CA
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Days Away: 3404
Life Story: Family love prevails
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Mood: Gooberishly happy
I used to only hop onto this site to rid my mind of emotional stressors. I could never push myself to write unless I was struggling within me and was unhappy.
I want to push myself now to change that. Talking, writing, releasing my feelings would help me to do more often - even when I am genuinely happy.
...and it's a fair 3 to 1 ratio of being happy now

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Hi there! ^.^ I just wanted to thank you for the comment--even though you might have completely forgotten about it be now, seeing as how many people you already have messages from. xD But it always means a lot. So thanks.

| Posted on 2010-02-23 17:06:25 | by XxSkyelerxX - [ Reply to This ] -
Thank you for the comment and favorites addition. :) you have always been very good about that, im glad someone can connect to at least some of my poetry.

The talking in circles just shows that you know the true feelings underneath the poem.

| Posted on 2010-02-04 06:55:49 | by dthforeverpain8 - [ Reply to This ] -
I would like to thank you for the ultra-awesome comment on Little Moon, which no, was not a blog, it was a wonderful comment of outpouring emotion on how it touched you, which I love reading always. We can always get a "Move this part over there, or put in another period and a few comments..." but rarely do people share their souls.

When a 'writer' [censored]es he got "soul" as a result of a poem, and not "comments"... well, duh, you did something RIGHT is what I say! Someone felt something besides annoyance. THAT is success, to me.

As for the Men who "Love" the girls like "us"... GET OVER IT, AND DEAL WITH IT like you swore you could do before we ever got INTO the "RELATIONSHIP" part of this. What is a relationship, after all? Supposedly a partnership to love/support each other, but is that what they are? Have you ever felt completely "loved" or "supported" when you take on a man who so generously ACKNOWLEDGES your imperfections, your 'quirks' and your insanities, and then blames you when HE gets less-than-best sometimes? Excuse me, was 100% LOVING AND WONDERFUL printed on my outer wrapper somewhere? No, I think you found me crying in the dirt, or sitting drinking by myself in a bar, or beating my arms against a brick wall, and you said, "Hey baby! Looking good!!!"

I really hate a man who judges, and doesn't just go, ok, that was bad, but I know you're better... I'll wait a few days and see if its the meds...
| Posted on 2009-12-20 13:28:35 | by Runes - [ Reply to This ] -
I worked with someone who was a pretty cryer, and she knew it. I suspected she used it, and one day she admitted it. I wanted to claw her eyes out.

Side note: men should not flatter themselves. Women do not 'cry' over them entirely, let alone all the time. -such bogus.

Ain't that the damn truth. I will cry, maybe the first minute or two is solely for the guy, then I start (shaking loose) all the things wrong in life and it carries itself along from there. Men are like the cut onion that starts the process... the rest is just an eye wash.
| Posted on 2009-11-26 16:57:14 | by Runes - [ Reply to This ] -
You are so right about the selling kisses thing... and yes, far less.

I meet a few nice men, but I seem to land on the snuggly (altho ahem, lumpy) laps of The Opportunists. The kinda of guy who says Hello in one breath, and then, What are you worth? What do you have? in the next, who persistently 'reads between the lines' and assesses a worth I assure them is not there. Damn miners, you can never convince them they're staring at Fool's Gold until they bust their nuts hammering at you for a few months. Then they wanna cop an attitude. LOL, I do love them so.
| Posted on 2009-11-26 03:53:26 | by Runes - [ Reply to This ] -
Thank you for the ubercoolio comment on "pictures". You know, I understand where you're coming from on that comment completely. When I have 'sad' days, I try to remember every teeth-grinding experience, when I knew to my soul I just HATED and WISHED DEATH, and I try to replay it back again in all it's HD Annoying glory, and feel glad. Sometimes it even works. It makes me feel petty later, but it stops my head from bursting for a few hours (sobs shake my brain I think)... I'm not a pretty cryer, like the girls who get the dainty little red spot on the end of their nose, and their eyes look like drowned does, and their chins tremble so meltingly... I'm one of those screeching body-slamming (pentacostal style even! :D LOL) melodramatic [censored]es whose eyes swell shut, nose doubles in size, and I might punch you in the face while you're trying to hug me, because the switches get fried in my brain and Lash Out becomes the focal thought. Kill Something. Make It Pay.

Yeah, yeah, I'm taking the meds...
| Posted on 2009-11-26 01:22:32 | by Runes - [ Reply to This ] -

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