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monophobic

Name: john doe
ASL: 16/f/somewhere,someplace
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Days Away: 5506
Life Story: shit happens
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so recently i was finding myself losing myself. maybe people can relate. anyways after having depression believing i was over it and then feeling myself slip into "that way of thinking" again, i realize its time for that change again. I told my roommate that i was going to start a journal, i could put down everything i thought since my mind never seems to stop...her response was, oh great so you're gonna be like you use to again? haha well insensitve, not intended. i think she suffers worse than i do, the other night i swore i heard someone getting sick and when she walk out of the bathroom and i ask if she was alright, she couldn't figure out why i would htink she wasn't....well i realize i have a few talents, they are:
being paranoid
thinking nonstop
being obsessed with random things...OCD i believe
well i guess thats all i got right now.

...Created 2007-03-29 00:11:30 [ View Past Journals ]

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Thank you very much for your comment, glad you enjoyed!

~Matt

| Posted on 2007-03-31 06:29:56 | by forfila - [ Reply to This ] -

hey thanks for the comments on "Teenage Wastoid."

much aprreciated. ill try to check out some of your work asap.

| Posted on 2007-03-30 14:37:56 | by itsjustme22 - [ Reply to This ] -

Thanks so much for the comment on"Quotes From Me." I love to play with words. I'm good at taking something loving and turning it into something dreary. I guess it's because of my love/hate relationship with my current b/f. Sounds strange, but I sometimes enjoy the fights because it helps my writing! Lookin forward to reading your work. Thanks again!
Dominique

| Posted on 2007-03-29 14:16:36 | by DearlyDeparted - [ Reply to This ] -

Thanx for commenting on too much.. You asked what the lie was... Well. the song is about how I feel and what my life is like at the moment.. The Lie is that Up until I realised people cared about me.. I didnt care waht people thought.. I told the truth and didnt care what people said about the cuts on my arms.... But.. Then people started to care.. And I dont know why... So.. when they asked me if I was alriht.. Instead of saying. Well.. No.. Id say Yep. Im fine.. Thats how it started.. Then.. Because people said I should change my style.. So I did, I was lieing to myself then.. Telling myself. that I wanted to be classed as 'Emo' But I dont.. I just want to be me.. Currently working on a poem called the lie is too real... I hope you will read it. Thanx

| Posted on 2007-03-29 12:35:33 | by ellesmera - [ Reply to This ] -

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