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This is my first journal entry on here. And this is my first activity on here this month. I havent posted much lately due to the lack of thought. My mind has been a labrynth for the past few months, actually, since I quit drinking is more like it. Most of what I wrote I wrote sober yes, but some of the best ones were when I was trashed beyond all reason. I do miss it yes, drinking was something I enjoyed very much. Friends and good times. Now the friends have the good times and I am left to myself because my life style has changed. I am the same person sober as I am drunk but that doesnt matter to them. If I am clean and sober I must be better than them so they try to make me feel as horrible as possible....but isnt that how it always goes? You do something good and people get jealous and decide to cast you out and cast stones as you go? Riddle me this, how can one be sober when they are drunk in thier own derangments?