Journal: bitter? me, no!
-------------------------------------------Mood: Confused
okay so here's my story.
isabella is the girl i got pregnant.
she had the baby his name is brendenn.
anyway, she cheats on me a lot. and it makes me sad but when i finally decide to cheat on her i feel completely guilty. and i just don't think thats fair. and i don't even understand why i feel guilty. i can already see whats coming. bella doesn't care one bit about me, which is okay, but it's the fact that she's using me. i pay most of the rent for our apartment and i help a shit load with the baby. i mean i'm not the worlds greatest dad, but i try. and also she knows that i'm going to work my ass off to get her through college, so that we can give brendenn a better future. here it is: i know that she's going to leave me when she decides she doesn't need me anymore. so with that said, she doesn't love me, and i don't love her. but then why do i feel guilty?
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