oh yeah..Im not at all suicidal and never have been, but last not i was enraged with jealousy and wrote this and part II in 15 minutes. I wish all poetry can flow so powerfully, at all times like last night.
Fist full of pills was just coin term and not an attempt to off myself.
thanx for the comment and concern, but I'm back to my jovial self.
Btw, I was completely wrong. There's jealousy for you.
Thanx for the comment, Bill! I really appreciate it. This was literally a test. I can't say I like it, I can't say that I don't. It's s test...having said that, you're the only one to catch that I'm staying cerebral and protecting my heart.
Thanks for leaving a comment on believe what you want. I'm not sure that my intention with the tone of this piece was for it to be relegated. I appreciate your feedback as it allows me to go back and see your point of view. "Was the addiction that important " is more of a pointed question. Towards my muse for this piece. And every time I saw you was a reaffirmation of the addiction which was meant to be about alcohol. Although, I know I left that way open.