Journal: After a call -------------------------------------------Mood: Sigh... I have only always been on the other side of the game. They always break it off with me and find someone else. I don't know real relationships, never had one... How does it feel? More real? Safer? Worthwhile? Does it give you the right to feel warmer? I look back and see nothing but pointlessness, a void, a waste of my time, if my time is worth anything. Dispensible and distraught, forgiven, forgotten, forbidden...
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