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Journal: Up Comming -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking...    Iam nine months pregnant and awaiting the new arrival. Everynight i seem to think to myself, 'Is tonight going to be the night?' and i seem to sit around and feel as though I'm waiting for the day my life will change for the rest of my life. I am afraid of many things in this world but right now the thing that I fear the most is that i will not be a good mother. And what's worse I fear is that fact that i don't really want to be a mother at all; that is not how i view my baby comming into this world anyway. I don't see myself as becoming a mother; I see myself as having love and joy finally enter my life. God help me i love kids and i knew i would have my own one day, but i fear that the child i have will grow to hate me for not staying with the father. I feel so bad about not staying with him, but my heart wasn't allowing me to love him and i had to end it for me and him. I hope one day they both can forgive me. (This is only to express my thoughts for the moment) ...Created 2009-01-20 15:25:24     [ View Past Journals ] [ View as Blog ]

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thank you 4 your comment on ''concrete deep'',i appreciate ur point of view and your kind words...crazy

| Posted on 2009-10-28 08:55:32 | by crazyphreshone - [ Reply to This ] -

Random comment, but, best wishes in life. I'm told babies are an adventure beyond all others, and a worthwhile one at that. May rainbows shine inspiration down on your soul. :) Sweets <3

| Posted on 2009-09-29 17:03:29 | by SweetAndOhSoME - [ Reply to This ] -

Thanks for the fave on my latest write. I understand where you must be at times.

| Posted on 2009-08-26 14:12:49 | by rws - [ Reply to This ] -

Thanks for your thoughts on "Nothing Wrong". The video was more from a paparazzi rather than a music video. I'm not a big fan of paparazzi videos but that one just hit me. You couldn't see the girl but you could hear her words and that by itself hit me.... Anyhow, thanks again for your thoughts. It was much appreciated. I'll read some of your stuff sometime soon when I'm not at work.... Thanks again. Irina

| Posted on 2009-07-31 10:22:53 | by charmedidentity - [ Reply to This ] -

hey there. thanks for your words. and you are right. they are sort of gathered thoughts. just for the moment. something to move around till they settle into something else. i appreciate your stopping by. (smile).

| Posted on 2009-07-30 18:58:18 | by isabella - [ Reply to This ] -

Thanks for the comment on my post. It is much appreciated.

| Posted on 2009-06-19 14:14:21 | by rws - [ Reply to This ] -

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