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Author: Emerging Soul
ASL Info:    48/VERY female/Wisconsin
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Class/Type: Random Thoughts /Longing
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As a child I dreamt of being an orphan
Living in a world where loving, gentle people
Would yearn to make me a part of their home
They would see me shine among the crowd
Of dirty, unkempt urchins
And want to make me their own

When I was a bit older, I dreamt of being blind
Wandering quietly through the days
With my sturdy guide-dog at my side
My silent beauty would shine
Because I would not be able to see myself
And therefore would be stunning and not know it
People would flock to be my friend
Admirers would love me from afar

I then dreamt that I could be sent to boarding school
To live away from my family
To start anew
To be whomever I wished to be
Because no one knew who I was, before
I could escape the life I knew
And begin again

When I was older
I dreamt that I was injured or ill
Lying in a pristine hospital bed
Delicate white skin against a pink blanket
I would have a glow about me
That would capture the heart of a young, handsome doctor
Who would fall helplessly in love with me
And save me in the end with his kiss

Because in real life
I felt ugly
I felt awkward and unwanted and fat
Unaccepted and shy and rejected
Ashamed to be in my own skin
Trapped within a life not of my making

And years later...I am still left aching

To be that someone I am not
In a place I've never been
To be seen for my beauty within
And WANTED by someone
Who would be gentle and kind
And never hurt me again

I guess I'm still dreaming

Submitted on 2006-05-01 12:13:57     Terms of Service / Copyright Rules
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  Awe..... a dream can always become a reality. I think that you have a beautiful heart. Many tend to overlook true beauty in the world of today.

Always be proud of what and who you are. You were made that way for a reason and should always be proud of that. If someone can not see inside of you....the true light that shines within....they are not worthy of having that light show them the path to happiness. Even though we stay destined for love....when we can find that love that we have for ourselves....we can find ALL the love that we need to be content. I am not saying the love we need to be complete.....but yes...content.

I have heard that you always find love when you aren't looking.....but if you give up on it all can love find you if you stay hidden?

Let your light shine. Feel blessed that you are what you are. Somebody will see you glow.

Stay strong and never give up faith.

Much love,

Li Li
| Posted on 2006-05-02 00:00:00 | by Munchie_1226 | [ Reply to This ]

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