Constantly worried I will make a mistake,
Always wondering what can be changed.
How did I end up stuck again?
Why has my life become so deranged?
I can't recall which turn was the wrong,
So many mistakes made in past years.
Hiding my fear and doubts all along,
Trying my best to hold back the tears.
Left with my thoughts and none to sooth,
Deciding to start all over.
Pick up the pieces and move on with my life,
On my way, what will I discover?
A new world awaits me outside my fears,
A window left open not many steps away.
All thats left now is to get there,
But how do I know I will not stray?
Of all the paths I choose to take,
They all seemed the hardest to follow,
But now I know they are all just as hard,
I have to conquer them all to beat my sorrows.