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    dots Submission Name: Jessica, I rememberdots

    Author: brokenmuse
    ASL Info:    26/F/AL
    Elite Ratio:    3.29 - 756/734/161
    Words: 250
    Class/Type: Poetry/Romance
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       a cathartic vent/ode to my exgirlfriend, and the only girl I dated that I really ever fell in love with.

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    dotsJessica, I rememberdots

    I still remember
    how you looked
    on the wood of the seat
    sitting below, but looking
    up, admiring, at me
    how the sun hit the
    flaxen spun gold of your locks
    how your eyes shined bright
    when they looked into mine
    the way your face lit up
    when you opened up
    the fuzzy little white teddy bear
    how you gleamed when you
    saw the anklet, carefully chosen
    a months worth of allowance
    to see the sheen in the face
    to get sweet kisses from
    an innocent first love

    I still remember how
    it felt when I knew
    that the two of us
    were through
    the way the gleam went
    away, hidden behind tears
    and unspoken mistrust
    how it felt to hear you talk
    so much about her, Jamie
    how her hair was blue
    and she was "so cute"
    the time when she stood
    naked in your bedroom
    a place I didn't see at all
    when you were with me

    I still remember how
    my heart stopped when
    I reached the only descision
    that anyone could, given the hurt
    how it felt like the world was ending
    the cold space between us
    when you reached in for a hug
    god, sometimes I almost wished
    that I hadn't met you
    now I bang out these words
    with awkward hands and tongue-tied brain
    and I think about all the happiness
    and that maybe, just maybe
    you were worth every bit of the pain

    Submitted on 2006-05-11 03:10:33     Terms of Service / Copyright Rules
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      Perfection...this one captured my heart, my mind, the textures, the bear fur, the cold gold anklet, the shine of the mirror, the way i pivcture someone's bedroom that i have not seen, (much as the heart is pictured) I felt the emotion, honest and measured out in strictness appraisal, accepting and not dening or judging...beautiful...when I like somwthing, I often project myself into it and say "how would I say this..or that line of words means this..but this has all the richness, the meter reflects the deeper layers this plunges stanza by stanza into and the last lines are like a swimmer breaking the surface of the water after a deep plunge and taking that first needed gasp of air...

    | Posted on 2006-05-13 00:00:00 | by koster | [ Reply to This ]
      WoW! So heart rending. You can feel the pain and dissapointment in every word. The last verse is my favorite, How it all comes together. Sadly it usually takes a heartache of somekind to bring out the passion in peopls words. I look at it this way ...if nothing else you atlease got a good poem out of it. Im sorry for your hurt....

    | Posted on 2006-05-11 00:00:00 | by Amanda Lynn | [ Reply to This ]

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