I lick my lips as I tremble,
trying to hold it in.
I try to stand but I stumble,
yet again.
My mind tells me what I'm seeing,
it says, "never again."
but instead I follow my feelings,
and I can't hold them in.
I know I shouldn't love you.
I know my reasons don't make sense.
I know I can't handle you.
But without help I can't bring myself up again.
I take a walk by myself,
yet again.
No one is here. I'm alone in this hell,
so I pretend.
I imagined that you looked at me,
and said,
"Everything is okay, I love you Cydney."
but I know, you didn't say a word.
I know I shouldn't love you.
I know my reasons don't make sense.
I know I can't handle you.
But without help I can't bring myself up again.
Please bring me up like you used to.
Please hold me close, like you did once before.
Please carry me, through the darkness.
Please see me,
Please love me...forever
...liked you promised you would...
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Submission Name: I think you might have lied...
