Dazed...
The room is spinning
I try to move, but I am too dizzy
I fall off the ded and onto the floor
I look around and realize
this isnt my room
Suddenly I notice my shirt and bra
across the room
How did those get there?
I stand up and walk over to them
I begin to see flashes, images
of the night before
Pulling at me, pushing me down
Then nothing
I look for my underwear and pants
What the hell happened to me?
I can recall the party
I can still taste the beer
but it was wrong somehow
something tasted different...
It hits me I know what
happened now
I look at the bed, but
no one is there
Not anymore
feeling sick I find a bathroom
and vomit
More images, the pressing of a body
against mine, kissing me, pulling off clothes,
then the soft cascading blanket
then numbness
I look at myself and am surprised
to see bruises all over my arms and legs
I find a mirror and look at myself
Makeup smeared across my face
a fat lip and a black eye
Damn......
I never should have gone
Home is where I should have been
Its all my fault this happened
A victim of date rape I've become
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