Am I insane?
When I wonder why I’m loving you….
Drifting back on my moments past tense
I’m still confused.
Time and time again
my innocence was misused,
now believing in you
has left my heart so abused.
Like witch craft
your spell keeps holding me,
my concrete feet can’t find the strength
to lead the leave.
These raging red eyes of mine
see an enemy,
over and over again
means you ain’t a friend to me.
I can’t heal from the pain
and still be with you,
Too ashamed to tell friends
and loved ones the truth.
I give and I give
until I ‘m so drained,
I can’t tell the stars
from the flooding rains.
Sometimes we rest love in a picture frame,
And sometimes everything
can be so plain.
I can’t explain,
Can’t maintain,
Can’t change.
I wrap myself in lullaby’s
And fairytales,
Hoping time could change the way
My heat felt.
Desperate to free myself
From your torture reign
I contemplate a leap
From your window paine
And like a drug
I gulp up your poison cup,
I try to hold out
and prolong giving up,
but some song Aretha ain’t sang
long enough,
I try to smile the whole while
But I can’t bluff.
My skin feels pierced
when you touch me,
then you let go of hold
with such ease.
So many clouds tend to rain
At the whisper of your name,
But I’m just a passenger
On this train,
Down a bumpy lover’s lane.
I’m always here
Wishing I never came.
And I can’t explain,
Can’t maintain ,
Can’t change.
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Submission Name: CAN'T CHANGE
