You were the apple of my eye,
the prettiest girl in school,
I wanted you to be mine,
but I was'nt considered to be "cool".
I watched you everyday,
in the halls and in class,
compared to the other guys,
I came in last.
I knew you four years,
but never said a word,
I was always afraid,
I would get hurt.
I wish I had'nt been so shy,
and told you how I felt,
at least then I'd know,
how it could've turned out.
I had so many chances,
to tell you everything,
but I wasted them all,
everytime I said nothing.
Now you're gone,
so far away,
but if you could hear me,
this is what I would say.
I loved you more than anyone,
I miss you everyday,
and I'd give anything,
to have you here again. |
Submission Name: Secret Admirer
lol. awww that was sad though, yeah I am pretty sure we've all kept our mouths shut when we later would have wanted to at least tell a part of what we were feeling, personally I'd rather end up getting hurt in a relationship (and I've been hurt enough both ways to say this) then never knowing if there might have been a relationship or not, there's something so much more painful in a "what if" ya know? and then you can't just go back and replay that chance you had to let that person know what was really on your mind, and before long they're with somebody else and yeah, it's just a mess, I'm rambling lol very good write, I haven't read that much but I really like ur stuff,