-It's like a knife in your back,
pushed hard and twisted.
-Like when you looked in the mirror
and wished you never existed.
-And those times you drank to forget it all,
but the morning after just depressed you more.
-A kick in the teeth, and the chest aswell.
-Like being told you're in heaven but you know its hell.
-When rusty razorblades start gaining appeal,
-And you can't tell a bad dream from what is real.
-You know smoking kills but you don't seem to care, and you take comfort from the stench in your clothes and your hair.
-Being told you are wrong when you know you are right, but you're too apathetic to put up a fight.
-When you hit rock bottom and realise you're only half way down,
-And they say the ocean's theraputic but you just want to drown.
-And if the sky caved in you'd probably just smile,
and be thankful it would all be over in a while.